Mist Eyes

Under your spell

2011-03-04T20:13:00.000-08:00

domingo, 16 de novembro de 2008
Under your spell

Still the louder shout a whisper

And the eyes don't cry

It's just that I wish

I could hold that moment

It's takin' over me completely

So hard to find the words

Then night comes again and again

Like a wish of death

Then you learn my heart is in your hands

For now I bleed

And the look in your eyes

It's like you stare in wonder

And I drown within your lies

Once more you'll deceive me

And I know

So let's just get it over

I miss you

for all we had

can't you all understand

I just can't forget

All the things with you are just like never before

And all I ever wanted was to know

if I'll see you again

and I'm waitin'

soon I'll be broken again

Blinding Stare

2011-03-04T20:11:00.001-08:00

domingo, 16 de novembro de 2008
Blindin' stare

Don't look this deep in my eyes

Cuz you will find

out what my words are tryin' to hide

My eyes are dreamless

I can't look at yours

For breathin' without you

For all I can't undo

All leads straight to you

in my head

I miss you

When you don't know I'm there

I can't stop watchin' you

And I feel you in another arms

but mine

I'm losin' again

I get blind

on starin' at you

it makes me love you

It hurts

Don't say things I want to hear

Sonorously takin' over me

It's somethin' that I can't bear

And I'm on the ground

You don't know,for you I'm bound

I forgive you,darlin'

For you won't be here

The truth to face

Don't ever wonder I'm fallin'

Don't look this deep in my eyes

They reveal what my words try to hide

I just can't look at yours

cuz of what I feel

Can't believe

Don't look this deep in my eyes

Cuz I just get blind

Don't want you to see

what I try to hide

These words stuck in my throat

Can't face your stare

Fallen

2011-03-04T20:04:00.001-08:00

Part 1- Lullaby

I swore

I'll love you 'till the end

Heaven in its cruel face

For my tearstains

Dryin' fast

Your heart beats in my head

.. your heart bleeds in my hand

Part 2- Fallen

How blind you are

You'll lose everything!

They betrayed you

You long for the death you deserved

but lonely.

Spit at you, at your tomb

All this time they faked

Blink your eyes,

beloved, to see a cold word

Believe and receive

All returnin' to you

"Destiny puppet, forgotten

a ghost memory,left behind

Fool and undone. "

Part 3- Hell

I see

A phantom mist

Dwell in us our farewell

Light the fire, light the hope

in our souls

They dwell in hell

Part 4-Circus

Pour in me your temptation

Unblessed it seduces

While I stare in wonder

You lock me with chains of hell

Bury his heart

Heart of stone

Buried his heart

When did it turn to stone?

Astray, I hate what I've become

For I choosed you

I can't cry because of what it shows

I don't die for I smile for

I bever knew who you are

Scars caused by your words

Arrows they were

They still bleed and yearn

To posses you, to own you

I trully wished to hate you, you weak

Hear my low lullaby

Have you ever fallen?

Have you ever cried?

Have you ever wanted?

Have you ever lied?

I forgive you, blamin' you

To tame you, to have you

To love you, to kill you

For after forever..

In the end,

I'm a liar

For night was never mine

I don't feel

2011-03-04T20:02:00.001-08:00

When storm falls upon you
everyone leaves
Where'd be now,your smilin' friends
When you're locked in
the places hidden in
the cold of your heart
How can we feel
in a moment that complete
and suddenly empty
safe and then afraid
loved and then left
glad and then sad

Rage has a bitter taste
It's somethin' we have in common
That' when you see
among the dyin' crowd
you find yourself alone.

You will never find me weak
I'll be always above you
I'll never cry in front of you
What the fuck you think you doin'
who the fuck you think you are
Why the hell you think it's easy
to take a swing at me ?

I don't feel

Cold it burns

2011-03-04T20:00:00.001-08:00

Part 1- Ashes

Still I can't see your star...

Unsere Augen sind so dunkel

With no lights
Sky tonight is out of stars
Darkness blinds us
It's for us too fearful
it lingers inside

Like a rope around my neck
it's for me to fall
Still I find my place among the ashes

Part 2 - Ruins

Can you feel me in you
These ashes are me
Tearstains on your skin
In your heart , poudin' so deep

Leads with no sense..
Lose the last dance ..
A desire within

A paradise burned by rage
show you after grace

Can't believe it's over now
These are the cards of fate
Their laughter has ceased

Some tears never dry
Some wounds never heal
Never to forgive, never to forget
And the nightmare never dies...

So cold it burns..

In sorrow's arms

2011-03-04T19:59:00.001-08:00

I have lost the path before me
I create my own darkness
in the heart of the night
And control despair
Creepin' serene
like goin' to sleep

Lyin' cold
on the ground
Why can't this be
what we really wanted ?

Feels like it all
wasn't enough
I keep askin' why
now that I'm gone
away
Feels like these moments
just awake the real me
And they just seem long hours
to bring my pain
And you will never know
I'll just smile to you

Past is engraved
Dreams are gaunt
Hope is a joke
what am I supposed to say
for you to be broken

Shadows Walzer

2011-03-04T19:56:00.001-08:00

Togheter red tears now we shed

Find it hard t understand

All in our hands

squeezin' me tigher

Hangin' over your mind

with my shadows

Tryin' to turn my

thoughts yours

Hauntin' in tryin' to make you wonder

it hurts like hell

you just can't feel as me

Paintin' painful in beautiful

For dread cherishin' us

our heart now is gaunt ,

Like a velvet sorrow

trys to penetrate our chest .

Sensin' this deep is not for all

Therefore left a hope and a candle

before the darkness comes.

For time is an abyss

as profound as it scares 'fore

our eyes with depths

Oh I can not see!

One step more to fatal kiss !

You hear the whisperin' voices

Livin' a thousand nights,

It's like are dancin' and do not turn

the pages of my life.

Just wish to be barely loved

Drownin' in questions with dusk

Gettin' blind with fate

Realized ,our master

It gives us a mirror

where elsewither our desires appear.

So passion us embrace

for whom our souls are hidden

it blooms

We face its raveneyes

Dancin' with the shapes of our madness.

Wisdom is but illusion

Those roses we used to reveal , our mourn

in vain one day will bare our tombs

Of any sort wouldn't do

For us to meet the angels of tragedy

in which the brightest light is

Althought they keep closed the doors.

Creepin' for life's breath

We taste, we masquarade

like a poison runs throught our veins

Silence

2011-03-04T19:54:00.001-08:00

Give me somethin' to believe
Always tryin' to think
about things we go throught
Forget about the truth

Althought my smile doesn't deceive
All of you see throught me
Like a stare covered by the veils of a dream
Not to face such real things

All I wanted was
What I wished for right here in my arms
And words are worthless
this time wicked
And once again you made
all within me dead

This burnin' flame of life
It's endeavor to me coutin' my time
Now it's killin' me that
its beauty lightnens my mind
Drag me to beloved night

Oh I've been black
But tears are shame
Not to show we are weak
it's only for us to blame
And keepin' our thoughts in silence
It starts to suffocate
Still we try to think it's not so bad
Then lo, is that you Satan ?

Last by the hate

2011-03-04T19:49:00.001-08:00

These wishes burnin' me inside
I want to throw myself outside

Tonight I'll tell you about all my lies
Keep the lights by my side
Open the curtains one more time

Desire within
Gone away, with my memories
What was cuttin' me all this time
None to put me back to sleep

Leavin' behind
All the days I lived
all the days I burned
And now I know
it is comin' my time

Every flower withered when I passed
And everything was dyin' when I took a look at my back
Like the veils of a bad dream

I see
you laugh
Before me, for all that I care
My wish is to follow you
And kill you so scary

Undone

2011-03-04T19:46:00.000-08:00

Draws on all the pages

and the walls

Trees have dropped their leaves

and the flowers withered

And to hell with the loveletters

with so many tearstains

Do I really have to stay in mourn

Long hours of loneliness

I'm goin' to my own burial

I can see

tearstains along the path

Ceased the shout

that brought the mourn for me

How's the taste of death ?

White weapons seducin' me

While

the mirror reveals the greatest lie

Your voice drownin' me

in flakes of snow

seems like arrows fallin' from heaven

I lie here so deep

Come melt the ice

And wipe away these thoughts

How's the taste of death ?

White weapons seducin' me

While

The mirror reveals the greatest lie

And the arrows fall from heaven

While

what lies here is me

Raveneyes

2011-03-02T20:29:00.000-08:00

Glimpsing eternal eyes

as cold

as precious

the eyes of the mist

Between ashes of my thoughts remain

will forever sleep in a eternal sleep

Ascend with no relief

to haunt the coffins of my dreams

Your wings of fire touched my soul

and then suddenly pain feels good

I lie inside myself for hours

Raveneyes,get bright as beloved memories die

Envolving fantasies

dreaming of you

like the voice of the winds come

a sorrow of death burns me

You are the darkness

Your beauty shines brighter

Strangled and mysterious

Sorrounds the corners of my mind

Like an old poetry I remember

Like a rose withered

between those pages

I can see your core in your tears

I can hear he echoes of your laughter

it hurts but it enchants

trespassing my soul

and tearful you reveal

the shadows of your heart

your yearns are ravendark

Creeps serene

under the lights of the candles

a broken link

when the shadows fall

it's you that I wish

and fearful I walk to you

and I'm mesmerized

The lullaby that makes me leave life

melting the ice in a kiss

or thousand years I mourned

enchained

followed this taste

burning in me

like hell

My enchantress,your raveneyes

I will never forget

Mesmerize me , I desire you

Won't forget the memories of my dead belovedGlimpsing eternal eyes

as cold

as precious

the eyes of the mist

Between ashes of my thoughts remain

will forever sleep in a eternal sleep

Ascend with no relief

to haunt the coffins of my dreams

Your wings of fire touched my soul

and then suddenly pain feels good

I lie inside myself for hours

Raveneyes,get bright as beloved memories die

Envolving fantasies

dreaming of you

like the voice of the winds come

a sorrow of death burns me

You are the darkness

Your beauty shines brighter

Strangled and mysterious

Sorrounds the corners of my mind

Like an old poetry I remember

Like a rose withered

between those pages

I can see your core in your tears

I can hear he echoes of your laughter

it hurts but it enchants

trespassing my soul

and tearful you reveal

the shadows of your heart

your yearns are ravendark

Creeps serene

under the lights of the candles

a broken link

when the shadows fall

it's you that I wish

and fearful I walk to you

and I'm mesmerized

The lullaby that makes me leave life

melting the ice in a kiss

or thousand years I mourned

enchained

followed this taste

burning in me

like hell

My enchantress,your raveneyes

I will never forget

Mesmerize me , I desire you

Won't forget the memories of my dead beloved

Dread cherishes us

2011-03-02T20:09:00.000-08:00

Serpents licked my skin

Persuasive

Kissing me

deadly

I'm out of time

I'm not breathing

My words , I get speechless

And I see nothing

I feel a fervent whisper near my neck

I see rouge lips, scary my eyes

And I run my fingers around

Everlastin', the pervertion kept on my tongue

Weak, weak

Your carcass is perfect for my rage

Bound in dark chambers of your mind

Reminded the seducing mouth

persuades you so bad

you get mad

long lost

evil beloved

Face your mind and your fears

Your eyes let us see

what lives inside

I can taste the venom coming from your throat

though the prey is you

you're your own enemy

You found out you're losing the game

Leaving sanity so away from me

Like I've been buried

Like I've been drowned

in bloodly waves

Your eyes have died to hold back the tears

and the scars will never heal

you know you cant tell that wild runs

You play with your thoughts

and in your dreams you fall

in hidden temptations

The thing that takes over you again

holdin' back what you know you can't tame

This is the blue lament

that strangled

only echoes were left

The burning veil of dusk punishes us

with the thunder voice entreating us

And as my mind talks to me

I know it is the devil's lair

Love & Death

2009-11-28T13:07:00.000-08:00

Shall I trail my path to hell
as shadows fall with a dyin' veil of sunset
where burnin' the sunbeans rest.

And in the dark
It's you that I wish

I can't remember how it could come to this

With these wors
the flames lick my achin' wounds

In pain and thrill
I'd like to hurt
to hear you say my name
Haven't even thought of me
not enough to make a memory

Nothing compares to love
as I loved you
but my love is now engraved

And to give you my love
and to give you my heart
It is now to receive
back
a lifetime loneliness

And I ,with my damned soul
in passion and greed
with my lullaby of grief
I could barely see
my dear in heaven would finally rest

Took my heart
took all that was mine
And though I am way dead to the world
Still there's a hole
in my chest

How could I ever feel again
How could I barely touch
her skin like snow
How could I barely reach
her lips
and give her a kiss of death
on her mouth so wet
and feel the taste of her breath
How could I ever read her semblance again

How could I barely conscious
find my understandin'
I'm caught by my senses at all

Still it's warm in my bed
She's lyin' cold
in love & death

Though now belongs to the past
her beauty ardent

Findin' her grace
I hate
I shiver
in my sweetest nightmare

To miss my beloved in madness
made me this foolish poet.

Dreary Dark

2009-10-25T19:16:00.000-07:00

Dreary,dreary dark
Dusk veil brings the night
inside
things they did to you

For sorrow I wrote
my silence
things you'll never hear

and once again
the moon could not appear

The flickering light
from my very last candle
has died
and the last leaf has fallen

How many tears have you ever dried
Have you ever thought you may have hurt
How many times am I to say
things to take you to the bottom

For I trully hate you
Oh I love to hate you
I breathe you
Your heart is just a great lie

you know my heart bleeds in your hands
and you are the lie

mesmerized by dreary enchant

Dreary,dreary dark
Dusk veil covers
takin' our lives

The flickering light
from my very last candle
slowly died
with the last words of goodbye

Mourn for all
you couldn't do,for all you hate
in drownin' waves into you
to make you lose your mind
so profound the abyss we go through
Oh we can not see
for our shadows hang over

Your heart is the great lie
your heart i just the great lie
and so I'll forget your name
And I breathe you
and you I bleed..

Lost my love ,my passion
lost my senses
lost my heart
Oh hell
in this dreary dark

The Ferryman

2009-10-11T10:39:00.000-07:00

Carcass lies on the ground

Then smile, all you long for

Pay the tribute to life,pain

and finally

Pay the tribute to death ,

a penny for the ferryman.

Grey

2009-08-05T18:53:00.000-07:00

Eternity
in vanity
enchant that cursed
ancient beauty,forever damned
the sins that don't mark your face
your soul covered with a curtain
revelead to scary eyes

Like a painting of woe
A face, with no heart

Velvet remorse cherishes
Your haunted conciousness
with a cruel sorrow
live forever young
the crows will never feast on your carcass

can't be touched
you're nothing but a reflection
not real
on your flesh no incision
what have you become
invinsible in the mirror.

Stars

2009-06-21T11:51:00.000-07:00

Stars of damn sky cover us

And my mind laughs at me
The alarm clock it seems voices calling my name

And let me stay here , where I long to be

And the whispers just disappear

at my ear

The nightmare is my own world
to escape from silent nights
Walkin' throught the dark
Sleepin' in the lights
to find the life

Have just touched my hand
Have forgotten all we had
Gone with a breath on my neck
Now it's just rain clouds
of yesterday
Now I know I wasn't sleeping
and you won't believe
Know,long I can't stay
Don't turn out the lights again

Stars of damn sky cover us

Nightmare is my own world
to escape from silent nights
Walkin' throught the dark
Sleepin' in the lights
to find the life

And don't turn out the light

Moira

2009-06-07T20:09:00.000-07:00

Cruel , the hand of fate

Throws the dices again

Games played with you

They roll , the truth

Damned your doom

Touch of fate

Revealed its cards

Crawl to the end of times

Shall you be a marionette

Do your time

Drown deep

In a eternal sleep

Covered with dark blood

I breathe your fear

You lost , you lay cold

And you fall free

into the deep abyss

A seducin' temptation

A bridge to ruins

A darkness that descends

For now

to receive

Eternity's kiss.

Bitter

2009-05-29T19:11:00.000-07:00

I'm sick of pain
You feed my anger again
I'm thirsty of revenge
Hatred oh that's so lame

And always it's me to blame
why can't you feel the same
I know it all and I hear your laughter
on my back again

I could be a fake, I could be lame
I'd be just like you
I could be used , could be deceived
but I only can't find myself

Can't you see I'm right before your eyes
You're just blind
to me
Feel me
I'm right here
I'll soon make you go on your knees

Don't see throught me
Drive me mad so fast
Let me feel you breathe close
and give me the bitter kiss
oh I know
you don't love me

Drownin' in loneliness
feels like it's never enough
and wish I didn't feel for you anymore
These are for me
the bitter things to face

Pour the wine in our glasses

2009-05-16T09:09:00.000-07:00

And sticks in my throat
And it bleeds from my hate
And I pour in your glass
And there's fate in my hands
And I lick from your mouth
And I enjoy its taste
And you drink from my love
And our hearts won't beat again.

Memories

2009-04-25T19:32:00.000-07:00

Part -1

Beat on my face again

Spit at me

Tears are unnecessary now

I don't care

Wastin' my time

Time passes by

The clock ticks

and I enjoy it

Crashin', your words are so meaningless

So now you want to break the silence

You know I'm not about

I'll never look into your eyes again

Don't ever try to talk to me

All that things

aren't that forgettable

I'm not wrong

You ought to know

I won't be broken

Anger leads me

You'll feel me cold

Unimportant mercy

You can't read my mind

Part-2

The days burned

and you pay for the unforgiveness

And on my own

I still drown

into the nothingness

I don't allow myself to make a noise

And oh you love to try to hurt me

that's your favorite game

Once again

I retain my own pain

And you can see it's not real

when I try to speak

And I can't remember

lost good memories

All I see is what you did to me

And it doesn't matter

if now I'm bound

It doesn't matter

how you feel

For life

Now nothing else matters

But holdin' back the hate for you

Part-3

And holdin' hands mean betrayal

and nothing remains

The eyes reveal a self indulgence

to buy your will

Then it gets dark

just like were blinded

And you won't be sorry

Goin' back in time

is like goin' back to hell

When you're around

I don't feel togheter

And home is a lie

I don't mind

if you don't mind

I won't cry

if you won't cry

And in your circle of regrets

I'm not there for you .

Our souls burn

2009-04-22T19:03:00.000-07:00

Feel a monster behind you

Takin' your smile and makin' it his

Dead-eyed caught in his web

Still fresh the wounds

from the blade of his wicked words

On your face they spit

"Hurt me, I love to suffer

I'm never gone. "

And suddenly open eyes

Enlightnin', hypnotized

On the razor bed , of stars

as demons howl around

they take over you

like a bloodly dark tide

Reachin' you , catchin' you

Moonlit, swore to be

"If that' s a sin

Then I'll be a sinner "

With eternity in the eyes

to die alone, die allein.

Now see burnin' eyes

Their light lead us blind

Their look may kill

they envolve us but we can't touch

And they'd hurt you again and again

Just to find you screamin'

Hear your shouts with delight

Like a sweet lullaby

Sold our souls

Just to hide our thrill

Our souls burn

Nothin' but ashes were left.

Dead beloved

2009-04-08T11:22:00.000-07:00

Change me
Burn my soul
You rotten , I laugh at you
You fall before my face

You whore
now see
The blade fallin' upon you
You're bound
in the dark chambers
with all that you fear
Until your judgement

All you can say
Of your sweet beloved
of her pale corpse
alive in your head
"You made me what I am ".

Withered Rose

2009-03-15T07:50:00.000-07:00

Sittin' on the silent grave

Sky is grave, so is the fate

Wish a memory

that could bring an angel smile

Needless to say

There's no light for eternity

To hear to the harps is something like to die

Diggin' up things we don't bear remindin'

Our dreams are dead

for the fear of fadin'

Once more too selfish , too proud

to see the world

So buried is the joy

and hapiness

And the heart is withered.

The flame of past will forever burn

The path not to return

My friend, our souls are worthless

Now we drown into the nothingness.

Tell me is this doom

and the whys of existence

Wish a meanin' to our life

While they live throught us, we lie

And suddenly time has gone away

Ignorance lead us forward

Thought it's our pride.

That's our favorite view of pain

No one will learn , God , I retain

It's a shame to reveal again

these bitter words to taste

Worth thousand times what I am

Like a tear never laid from my eyes ..

Hear me sweetly

like a whisper rolls.. turnin' you frozen

In mystery

Thoughts are runnin' throught my veins

Once we wanted

our minds to be the Devil's lair

Not Hell receives us

Nor Heaven in death

Lost ways are just for us

to follow in between

They are kept

in the palm of our hands.

Traduçao - In sorrow's arms

2009-02-25T19:00:00.000-08:00

Eu perdi o caminho que outrora se abriam à minha frente
Eu crio minhas próprias trevas
No coração da noite
E controlo o desespero
rastejando serenamente
Como se estivesse indo apenas dormir

Jaz fria no chão
Por que isso não pode ser o que nos tanto queríamos?

Parece-me que tudo foi em vão
Eu ainda não posso não perguntar-me porque
Agora q me fui
Esses momentos parecem despertar minha real essência
Momentos que sao longas horas para trazer a tona minha dor
E isso você nunca há de saber; simplesmente sorrirei para você.

O passado enfim está enterrado.
Os sonhos são esqueléticos
A esperança,uma brincadeira de mau gosto;
O que devo eu dizer pra instilar em você a dor ?

Killin' me

2009-02-19T17:55:00.000-08:00

All that remains is yearnin'
Goin' down in anguish
No, I'm not dead
Not this time
for now again shines on me your light
And where are you
And feel love hurtin' me again
for it's your voice when I speak
And I taste your semblance
that sorrounds in my head

And these lines are
all for you
but for you never to read
It's when you find it's all illusion
in the end it's never you and me

A part that goes from me
in melancholy
I apologize, I wait
and I'm speechless
that drives me
Like an old known woe
within

A whristle broke my silence

I walk alone
I talk to my thoughts
Through the days
and these songs
tell me what I want to hear
they say it for me

It's gettin' cold again
Oh, inface of despair!
I love you

Shadows Trick

2009-02-06T19:28:00.000-08:00

Shadows hang

The shadow's dance

Shadows trick

And darkness they fear..

These are night desire shapes

Blackned flowers

Bright eyes,secret eyes

Rapin' my soul , erasin' my life

This rottin' beauty

Settin' my wings on fire

Then senses fail

for this poison creeps throught me

so hard this wish for the farewell

For now my home is hell

Hear their echoes .. cursin' me ...

For I'm double-faced !

The shapes of dark they fear

For now I belong to hell

Dwell in the shadows, our lair

Oh shadows trick us..

they hang over us

They dance, they trick...

2009-01-09T18:14:00.000-08:00

Suddenly I know I'm not sleepin'

Battle within

2008-12-07T16:50:00.000-08:00

Quitness inspires me
And lives on
It says too much
Just like my lust
For me to fall first

Oh shall we
go through
face and fear
forevermore
It gives me life
gives strenght to me
Like cruelty
in waves like violence
Takin' over

Lookin' forward findin' words
It's passion
Kept in the chest of secrets
It's key for this slot
in which we trust
It's scred,it's lost

And horizon above us
Red and so weepin' the skies
Just like dusk in her eyes
Goin' beyond its veils
And lightnings reflected on our swords
Flags dancin' with the wind
Just like our cores
This song cries out our hearts

Lie the seas
so is the infinity
in between
It's so sweeter
Cause life or death,doesn't matter
It's always bitter

In our dreams to escape
Not nightmares to awake
Us,children in sleep

It's passion
Kept in our chest of secrets
The key for its slot
Is sacred,is lost

Follow in the wish
Our secrets were broken like crystal
Neither it wounded,to find ourselves
Envolvin'....
Cherishin' us....

Now,for dread!
Open your Eyes
Once more to bear

Nighthoughts

2008-11-22T12:22:00.000-08:00

Guilty,into raveneyes,rage
Always when night comes to cover us
The wounds in our souls cry in cruel breathes
And their tears come to drown my darkned heart

I deliver my mind to the light
And my cold spirit tamed by loneliness

The hope was few,the roses sorrounded us
Now the foolish dreams were left behind
And they survive into night memories

And now my curse and I
Sail on torment waters
And the fallen angels
keep us from the doors to open

Masquerade and lost
enshrined under moonlight
And the death wishes,and smell of blood
are still in us
and we remain
waitin' for the life

And the demons of the lies
once revealed,frightned with raped words
It's just one more night to bear

Under your wings of sadness
I see descendin' the snow
on the tomb of your joy
This grey and silent grave.

Darkned thoughts

2008-11-22T12:13:00.000-08:00

...that's why I thought I'd reach the bottom so deep
I was drownin'...

Once I wished for this night
Brought the hope for me
Beyond,in your heart
I can see the sweet wanderer
And for you I fall

To find what's missin' into me
where I was so numb
Through my eyes
See I'm so frozen

I reveal my heart
by the whispers of winterwinds
by the shout of the storms
My desire is the snow who freezes
And your mind turns so cold

Once we died

Fallin' for you
As you lead me

Lookin' through the window open wide
Tryin' to find
The moolight you hate
And if
your heart
Is a dark and slot-shaped box
So lost is the key

The blade of words

2008-11-22T11:55:00.000-08:00

Silence feeds my pain

Hate eats from my flesh

All my friends are gone

Then I die again and again

Free me

I drink from your blood

And I'll give you my face

You offer me hate

I offer you freedom

For me to be free

I must feel your rage,and I don't fear

It's time for liberty

to feast on your carcass

Hate me

For your love beats me to the ground

You swing at me I'm bound

The scars will never let me forget

Still the words I hold

not to kill you as you've killed me

You can't see

things are not the same

Past is engraved

We can't go back in time

All we own is the death of today

For my pain...and for the heart I once had

2008-11-22T11:32:00.000-08:00

It's time for an end
It's time not to dream anymore
With these words
I finish with my thoughts
I still live,I still feel
But it's time to face
My will is in vain
and my time won't come
It's like a death to my poems
The failure that always sorrounds.
But with delight
Sometimes I see
Feels like they're all just stupid things.
It's never enough
But does it worth
And do they laugh
And do they feel
And do they understand
Can I make you cry
It's been for a long time
And I don't know

For my pain..
to make it end.

Poison

2008-11-21T18:09:00.000-08:00

Your poison,my paradise
I taste with delight
My favorite worst nightmare
The worst taste of sweet

A place between sleep and awake
when I see myself
Reflected in those empty eyes

Feast on it all

Persuade...
Seein' monsters,watch your back
Persuade me
I'll never be there for you

Still mystery
Sorrounds me
For your eyes are windows
to drown me in you

Know,I'd give up everythin'
to find you screamin'
See,I love to see you suffer
Still feed me fro your fleh
Still feed me from your flesh

In the deep of the night

2008-11-21T17:55:00.000-08:00

If once you've seen the darkness
You'll carry them with you every since
When 3 o'clock you're afraid
it keeps you awake

Face the shadow
that frightens
And don't give your back
for they long to posses you

You fool,you prayin'
The game has just began

"I am the storm
I am the star,I fell first
I am the dark
I am the fear
I am the shadow
in the night
I'm in your mind
I take your soul,blood and flesh "

Now you know
That you're alone,you're the only one
Lost,left here
delivered to the Devil
Shall your will be done
Waitin',maybe in vain
for Heaven to shine its light
to make you real

"Devil,reveal yourself
Tell me your name ".

Stun you

2008-11-16T15:46:00.000-08:00

Full of rage
Your heart is just sorrow
Searchin' for somethin'
All this time waitin'
Crawlin'
for the woe's just startin'

My lonely soul
to be yours...

Within,confoundin' me
Judgin' me
Invadin' my mind
Save my life
Hold me awake
lack nothin' left

Can't remember my latest laugh

Feel your lips...little by little comin' undone

Memoried your eyes
that leave their mark
on my compassionate heart
Oh what if I could turn back in time
And leave you behind

Leave me be,leave me alone
in the dark
which I find precious
for light blinds me
it scents me

I'm not a slave of source
Bow down your spear

Slit me,deeply
Stop from me,stun me
Sufferin',tarry in me

Can't remember my latest laugh
My words come undone
Oh what if I
could turn back in time

Keep satisfied,lost inside

For passion I hate

2008-11-16T09:10:00.000-08:00

My heart lies to you
Sacrificied the one I once had
For your heart
Will never be mine
The one I loved
The one I hated

Get away
You shall never see my face again
For I bleed
I can't breathe
I don't sleep
Then I die

Feel astray
Lost in my own dream
away
Becomin' a nightmare

For passion leads me to ruins
Path to hell grows into me
For passion I hate
The hell I taste in its true face

Get away
You shall never see my face again
For passion I hate
The hell I taste in its true faces
The hell I taste in its true faces

Emptiness

2008-11-16T06:29:00.000-08:00

And I like the darkness
Well I do
And I don't deny
Not this time
And I send you a smile

And watch around you
It's right before the eyes
Everybody is your enemy
And see how it can feel so right

And I'm not sorry
Don't go think I'm lonely
For my sorrow is my strenght
And how I love that
Don't try to save me
That's just me
It's just ironic
Suddenly pain feels good

Always when I search myself
it's someone else I find
And it's so weird
Sometimes I can't even
keep holdin' my smilin' mask

Before all my fears turn into rage
And all my tears lead me astray
Maybe I'll try to say
how I can drive you mad
See your hands are shakin' now

Know how it feels
to be played a fool?
Know how it's like
to be all in silence?

Sorry but now you see
how you have been deceived
all along
by yourself
and you live your own mourn