Under your spell

domingo, 16 de novembro de 2008
Under your spell


Still the louder shout a whisper


And the eyes don't cry


It's just that I wish


I could hold that moment


It's takin' over me completely




So hard to find the words


Then night comes again and again


Like a wish of death


Then you learn my heart is in your hands


For now I bleed




And the look in your eyes


It's like you stare in wonder


And I drown within your lies


Once more you'll deceive me


And I know


So let's just get it over




I miss you


for all we had


can't you all understand


I just can't forget




All the things with you are just like never before


And all I ever wanted was to know


if I'll see you again


and I'm waitin'


soon I'll be broken again

Blinding Stare

domingo, 16 de novembro de 2008
Blindin' stare


Don't look this deep in my eyes


Cuz you will find


out what my words are tryin' to hide




My eyes are dreamless


I can't look at yours


For breathin' without you


For all I can't undo


All leads straight to you


in my head




I miss you




When you don't know I'm there


I can't stop watchin' you


And I feel you in another arms


but mine


I'm losin' again


I get blind


on starin' at you


it makes me love you


It hurts




Don't say things I want to hear


Sonorously takin' over me


It's somethin' that I can't bear




And I'm on the ground


You don't know,for you I'm bound


I forgive you,darlin'


For you won't be here


The truth to face


Don't ever wonder I'm fallin'




Don't look this deep in my eyes


They reveal what my words try to hide


I just can't look at yours


cuz of what I feel


Can't believe




Don't look this deep in my eyes


Cuz I just get blind


Don't want you to see


what I try to hide




These words stuck in my throat


Can't face your stare

Fallen

Part 1- Lullaby




I swore


I'll love you 'till the end




Heaven in its cruel face


For my tearstains


Dryin' fast




Your heart beats in my head


.. your heart bleeds in my hand






Part 2- Fallen




How blind you are


You'll lose everything!




They betrayed you


You long for the death you deserved


but lonely.




Spit at you, at your tomb


All this time they faked




Blink your eyes,


beloved, to see a cold word


Believe and receive


All returnin' to you




"Destiny puppet, forgotten


a ghost memory,left behind


Fool and undone. "






Part 3- Hell




I see


A phantom mist


Dwell in us our farewell


Light the fire, light the hope


in our souls


They dwell in hell






Part 4-Circus




Pour in me your temptation


Unblessed it seduces


While I stare in wonder


You lock me with chains of hell




Bury his heart


Heart of stone


Buried his heart


When did it turn to stone?




Astray, I hate what I've become


For I choosed you


I can't cry because of what it shows


I don't die for I smile for


I bever knew who you are




Scars caused by your words


Arrows they were


They still bleed and yearn




To posses you, to own you


I trully wished to hate you, you weak


Hear my low lullaby




Have you ever fallen?


Have you ever cried?


Have you ever wanted?


Have you ever lied?




I forgive you, blamin' you


To tame you, to have you


To love you, to kill you


For after forever..




In the end,


I'm a liar


For night was never mine

I don't feel

When storm falls upon you
everyone leaves
Where'd be now,your smilin' friends
When you're locked in
the places hidden in
the cold of your heart
How can we feel
in a moment that complete
and suddenly empty
safe and then afraid
loved and then left
glad and then sad

Rage has a bitter taste
It's somethin' we have in common
That' when you see
among the dyin' crowd
you find yourself alone.

You will never find me weak
I'll be always above you
I'll never cry in front of you
What the fuck you think you doin'
who the fuck you think you are
Why the hell you think it's easy
to take a swing at me ?

I don't feel

Cold it burns

Part 1- Ashes


Still I can't see your star...


Unsere Augen sind so dunkel

With no lights
Sky tonight is out of stars
Darkness blinds us
It's for us too fearful
it lingers inside

Like a rope around my neck
it's for me to fall
Still I find my place among the ashes

Part 2 - Ruins

Can you feel me in you
These ashes are me
Tearstains on your skin
In your heart , poudin' so deep

Leads with no sense..
Lose the last dance ..
A desire within

A paradise burned by rage
show you after grace

Can't believe it's over now
These are the cards of fate
Their laughter has ceased

Some tears never dry
Some wounds never heal
Never to forgive, never to forget
And the nightmare never dies...

So cold it burns..

In sorrow's arms

I have lost the path before me
I create my own darkness
in the heart of the night
And control despair
Creepin' serene
like goin' to sleep

Lyin' cold
on the ground
Why can't this be
what we really wanted ?

Feels like it all
wasn't enough
I keep askin' why
now that I'm gone
away
Feels like these moments
just awake the real me
And they just seem long hours
to bring my pain
And you will never know
I'll just smile to you

Past is engraved
Dreams are gaunt
Hope is a joke
what am I supposed to say
for you to be broken

Shadows Walzer

Togheter red tears now we shed




Find it hard t understand




All in our hands




squeezin' me tigher








Hangin' over your mind




with my shadows




Tryin' to turn my




thoughts yours




Hauntin' in tryin' to make you wonder




it hurts like hell




you just can't feel as me




Paintin' painful in beautiful








For dread cherishin' us




our heart now is gaunt ,




Like a velvet sorrow




trys to penetrate our chest .




Sensin' this deep is not for all




Therefore left a hope and a candle




before the darkness comes.




For time is an abyss




as profound as it scares 'fore




our eyes with depths




Oh I can not see!




One step more to fatal kiss !




You hear the whisperin' voices




Livin' a thousand nights,




It's like are dancin' and do not turn




the pages of my life.








Just wish to be barely loved




Drownin' in questions with dusk




Gettin' blind with fate




Realized ,our master




It gives us a mirror




where elsewither our desires appear.




So passion us embrace




for whom our souls are hidden




it blooms




We face its raveneyes




Dancin' with the shapes of our madness.




Wisdom is but illusion








Those roses we used to reveal , our mourn




in vain one day will bare our tombs




Of any sort wouldn't do



For us to meet the angels of tragedy



in which the brightest light is



Althought they keep closed the doors.






Creepin' for life's breath



We taste, we masquarade



like a poison runs throught our veins

Silence

Give me somethin' to believe
Always tryin' to think
about things we go throught
Forget about the truth

Althought my smile doesn't deceive
All of you see throught me
Like a stare covered by the veils of a dream
Not to face such real things

All I wanted was
What I wished for right here in my arms
And words are worthless
this time wicked
And once again you made
all within me dead

This burnin' flame of life
It's endeavor to me coutin' my time
Now it's killin' me that
its beauty lightnens my mind
Drag me to beloved night

Oh I've been black
But tears are shame
Not to show we are weak
it's only for us to blame
And keepin' our thoughts in silence
It starts to suffocate
Still we try to think it's not so bad
Then lo, is that you Satan ?

Last by the hate

These wishes burnin' me inside
I want to throw myself outside

Tonight I'll tell you about all my lies
Keep the lights by my side
Open the curtains one more time

Desire within
Gone away, with my memories
What was cuttin' me all this time
None to put me back to sleep

Leavin' behind
All the days I lived
all the days I burned
And now I know
it is comin' my time

Every flower withered when I passed
And everything was dyin' when I took a look at my back
Like the veils of a bad dream

I see
you laugh
Before me, for all that I care
My wish is to follow you
And kill you so scary

Undone

Draws on all the pages


and the walls


Trees have dropped their leaves


and the flowers withered


And to hell with the loveletters


with so many tearstains


Do I really have to stay in mourn




Long hours of loneliness


I'm goin' to my own burial


I can see


tearstains along the path


Ceased the shout


that brought the mourn for me




How's the taste of death ?


White weapons seducin' me


While


the mirror reveals the greatest lie




Your voice drownin' me


in flakes of snow


seems like arrows fallin' from heaven




I lie here so deep


Come melt the ice


And wipe away these thoughts




How's the taste of death ?


White weapons seducin' me


While


The mirror reveals the greatest lie




And the arrows fall from heaven


While


what lies here is me

Raveneyes

Glimpsing eternal eyes


as cold


as precious


the eyes of the mist


Between ashes of my thoughts remain


will forever sleep in a eternal sleep




Ascend with no relief


to haunt the coffins of my dreams


Your wings of fire touched my soul


and then suddenly pain feels good




I lie inside myself for hours


Raveneyes,get bright as beloved memories die




Envolving fantasies


dreaming of you


like the voice of the winds come


a sorrow of death burns me




You are the darkness




Your beauty shines brighter


Strangled and mysterious


Sorrounds the corners of my mind


Like an old poetry I remember


Like a rose withered


between those pages




I can see your core in your tears


I can hear he echoes of your laughter


it hurts but it enchants


trespassing my soul


and tearful you reveal


the shadows of your heart


your yearns are ravendark




Creeps serene


under the lights of the candles


a broken link


when the shadows fall


it's you that I wish


and fearful I walk to you


and I'm mesmerized




The lullaby that makes me leave life


melting the ice in a kiss


or thousand years I mourned


enchained


followed this taste


burning in me


like hell


My enchantress,your raveneyes


I will never forget


Mesmerize me , I desire you


Won't forget the memories of my dead belovedGlimpsing eternal eyes


as cold


as precious


the eyes of the mist


Between ashes of my thoughts remain


will forever sleep in a eternal sleep




Ascend with no relief


to haunt the coffins of my dreams


Your wings of fire touched my soul


and then suddenly pain feels good




I lie inside myself for hours


Raveneyes,get bright as beloved memories die




Envolving fantasies


dreaming of you


like the voice of the winds come


a sorrow of death burns me




You are the darkness




Your beauty shines brighter


Strangled and mysterious


Sorrounds the corners of my mind


Like an old poetry I remember


Like a rose withered


between those pages




I can see your core in your tears


I can hear he echoes of your laughter


it hurts but it enchants


trespassing my soul


and tearful you reveal


the shadows of your heart


your yearns are ravendark




Creeps serene


under the lights of the candles


a broken link


when the shadows fall


it's you that I wish


and fearful I walk to you


and I'm mesmerized




The lullaby that makes me leave life


melting the ice in a kiss


or thousand years I mourned


enchained


followed this taste


burning in me


like hell


My enchantress,your raveneyes


I will never forget


Mesmerize me , I desire you


Won't forget the memories of my dead beloved

Dread cherishes us

Serpents licked my skin

Persuasive

Kissing me

deadly

I'm out of time

I'm not breathing

My words , I get speechless

And I see nothing


I feel a fervent whisper near my neck

I see rouge lips, scary my eyes

And I run my fingers around

Everlastin', the pervertion kept on my tongue

Weak, weak

Your carcass is perfect for my rage


Bound in dark chambers of your mind

Reminded the seducing mouth

persuades you so bad

you get mad

long lost

evil beloved

Face your mind and your fears

Your eyes let us see

what lives inside


I can taste the venom coming from your throat

though the prey is you

you're your own enemy

You found out you're losing the game


Leaving sanity so away from me

Like I've been buried

Like I've been drowned

in bloodly waves


Your eyes have died to hold back the tears

and the scars will never heal

you know you cant tell that wild runs

You play with your thoughts

and in your dreams you fall

in hidden temptations


The thing that takes over you again

holdin' back what you know you can't tame

This is the blue lament

that strangled

only echoes were left


The burning veil of dusk punishes us

with the thunder voice entreating us

And as my mind talks to me

I know it is the devil's lair

Love & Death

Shall I trail my path to hell
as shadows fall with a dyin' veil of sunset
where burnin' the sunbeans rest.

And in the dark
It's you that I wish

I can't remember how it could come to this

With these wors
the flames lick my achin' wounds

In pain and thrill
I'd like to hurt
to hear you say my name
Haven't even thought of me
not enough to make a memory

Nothing compares to love
as I loved you
but my love is now engraved

And to give you my love
and to give you my heart
It is now to receive
back
a lifetime loneliness

And I ,with my damned soul
in passion and greed
with my lullaby of grief
I could barely see
my dear in heaven would finally rest

Took my heart
took all that was mine
And though I am way dead to the world
Still there's a hole
in my chest

How could I ever feel again
How could I barely touch
her skin like snow
How could I barely reach
her lips
and give her a kiss of death
on her mouth so wet
and feel the taste of her breath
How could I ever read her semblance again

How could I barely conscious
find my understandin'
I'm caught by my senses at all

Still it's warm in my bed
She's lyin' cold
in love & death

Though now belongs to the past
her beauty ardent

Findin' her grace
I hate
I shiver
in my sweetest nightmare

To miss my beloved in madness
made me this foolish poet.

Dreary Dark

Dreary,dreary dark
Dusk veil brings the night
inside
things they did to you

For sorrow I wrote
my silence
things you'll never hear

and once again
the moon could not appear

The flickering light
from my very last candle
has died
and the last leaf has fallen

How many tears have you ever dried
Have you ever thought you may have hurt
How many times am I to say
things to take you to the bottom

For I trully hate you
Oh I love to hate you
I breathe you
Your heart is just a great lie

you know my heart bleeds in your hands
and you are the lie

mesmerized by dreary enchant

Dreary,dreary dark
Dusk veil covers
takin' our lives

The flickering light
from my very last candle
slowly died
with the last words of goodbye

Mourn for all
you couldn't do,for all you hate
in drownin' waves into you
to make you lose your mind
so profound the abyss we go through
Oh we can not see
for our shadows hang over

Your heart is the great lie
your heart i just the great lie
and so I'll forget your name
And I breathe you
and you I bleed..

Lost my love ,my passion
lost my senses
lost my heart
Oh hell
in this dreary dark

The Ferryman

Carcass lies on the ground

Then smile, all you long for

Pay the tribute to life,pain

and finally

Pay the tribute to death ,

a penny for the ferryman.

Grey

Eternity
in vanity
enchant that cursed
ancient beauty,forever damned
the sins that don't mark your face
your soul covered with a curtain
revelead to scary eyes

Like a painting of woe
A face, with no heart

Velvet remorse cherishes
Your haunted conciousness
with a cruel sorrow
live forever young
the crows will never feast on your carcass

can't be touched
you're nothing but a reflection
not real
on your flesh no incision
what have you become
invinsible in the mirror.

Stars

Stars of damn sky cover us

And my mind laughs at me
The alarm clock it seems voices calling my name

And let me stay here , where I long to be

And the whispers just disappear

at my ear

The nightmare is my own world
to escape from silent nights
Walkin' throught the dark
Sleepin' in the lights
to find the life



Have just touched my hand
Have forgotten all we had
Gone with a breath on my neck
Now it's just rain clouds
of yesterday
Now I know I wasn't sleeping
and you won't believe
Know,long I can't stay
Don't turn out the lights again



Stars of damn sky cover us


Nightmare is my own world
to escape from silent nights
Walkin' throught the dark
Sleepin' in the lights
to find the life


And don't turn out the light

Moira

Cruel , the hand of fate

Throws the dices again

Games played with you

They roll , the truth

Damned your doom

Touch of fate

Revealed its cards

Crawl to the end of times

Shall you be a marionette

Do your time

Drown deep

In a eternal sleep

Covered with dark blood

I breathe your fear

You lost , you lay cold

And you fall free

into the deep abyss

A seducin' temptation

A bridge to ruins

A darkness that descends

For now

to receive

Eternity's kiss.

Bitter

I'm sick of pain
You feed my anger again
I'm thirsty of revenge
Hatred oh that's so lame

And always it's me to blame
why can't you feel the same
I know it all and I hear your laughter
on my back again

I could be a fake, I could be lame
I'd be just like you
I could be used , could be deceived
but I only can't find myself

Can't you see I'm right before your eyes
You're just blind
to me
Feel me
I'm right here
I'll soon make you go on your knees

Don't see throught me
Drive me mad so fast
Let me feel you breathe close
and give me the bitter kiss
oh I know
you don't love me

Drownin' in loneliness
feels like it's never enough
and wish I didn't feel for you anymore
These are for me
the bitter things to face

Pour the wine in our glasses

And sticks in my throat
And it bleeds from my hate
And I pour in your glass
And there's fate in my hands
And I lick from your mouth
And I enjoy its taste
And you drink from my love
And our hearts won't beat again.